That is what I need
To be free
To be me
To let go of my worries
Cast away my fears
Lifes’ daily stressors
Taking a toll on me
I feel like I’m drowning
I can barely grasp for air
I feel lost
I feel unheard
If I could escape
This is where I would be
Somewhere that I can have peace
Relax my mind
And experience tranquility
Day 11: Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is
So if you all have read any of my previous post you know that I am in a new relationship with an awesome guy. We have only been together for 8 months but it feels like I’ve known him all my life. 4 years ago I would have never thought that I would be here right now, in a relationship with someone that I feel I am going to spend the rest of my life with. We both want the same things out of life. We both want to get married and have children and the fact that he sees himself marrying me and raising children with me lets me know that I mean the world to him. He is such a good guy. I know I finally caught a keeper. And to top it off he is not a womanizer like the majority of my exes, so I don’t have to worry about him cheating and tons of different women! Which is actually a relief for me.
My current relationship is different than any other relationship that I have had before
My boyfriend is really caring and protective. He loves making sure that I am safe no matter where I am and who I am with. Which is something different than I am used to but something that I really love about him. He is just extremely sweet and loving! I love how he listens to me when I am rambling off about work, especially on those days when my clients have had bad days. He knows how much I love the work I do and he is always there with a listening ear. He supports me in everything I do.
But just like any relationship everything is not peachy
There are some things about him that irritate the crap out of me sometimes but I wouldn’t trade him for the world. He tends to jump to conclusions sometimes about things and has the nerve to get an attitude. We have two different types of communication styles which can lead to minor and pointless arguments sometimes. Sometimes when I am frustrated and angry about things he is super positive. I know some of you may be reading that and saying to yourself “why is this something that would irritate her?”. It’s ok to be positive but sometimes I just want him to just let me be angry or frustrated. Like I just want to be able to vent sometimes and not having someone always telling me stuff. Nonetheless, I love how he builds me up and how proud he is of me!
I absolutely love this man!
Learn to love without condition. Talk without bad intention. Give without any reason. And most of all, care for people without any expectation.
Most people have this notion that they want a perfect life. But perfect is subjective and is different things to different people. When I think of the life that I want all I want is to be filled with happiness. I want to surround myself with people who make me happy and a career that makes me happy. I want to wake up and be happy with myself every day. I believe that happiness starts from within. How can you expect someone to make you happy and/or you make others happy if you cannot make yourself happy?
Just some current thoughts….
Day 9: Your last kiss
My last kiss was with my amazing boyfriend. I love kissing him. I could literally kiss him all day and all night. He has soft lips and his kisses just make me melt. When he kisses me I begin to feel butterflies in my stomach and my knees get a little weak. Not to sloppy and wet and not pecks on the lips. Its just the perfect kiss that I could ever imagine. His kisses are full of love and passion and I feel that every time he grabs the nape of my neck and kisses me. Not too soft and not too weak. Just the perfect balance from the man of my dreams! The thought of knowing that only I will kiss those lips from now until forever warms my heart. I how I love him so!