Beauty of Self

To myself, I am inferior beyond belief

Because I have been conditioned to think negatively about me

I do not think I am beautiful in any way

And why should I

This skin complexion, body fat and natural hair

This is not appealing to any man

Media depicts beauty in a different way

When I look at the cover of magazines or instagram pics

Those who are seen as beautiful are the exact opposite of me

So why should I think I’m beautiful

It took me a while to understand that beauty is within

As long as I feel beautiful, then what society thinks is invalid

Because I am beautiful in my own way

There is a man who will one day think it too

XOXO Mz Hollywood

Final Day of Work!

As I am nearing the end of my pregnancy (37 wks 4 days as of this post) I have the next couple weeks to do my finishing touches on my nursery and relax and enjoy the last moments of my life without having a baby. With labor and delivery slowly approaching I am even more anxious and excited to go through this process and start my life as a new mom.

I had an amazing time on Friday, which was my last day of work, there was a St. Patricks Day/Going Away Party for me at my school with my students. After the work day was over a couple of my coworkers took me out to one of my favorite restaurants, Dixie Kitchen, and we enjoyed a great meal and girl talk!

At Dixie Kitchen

I plan to spend time writing, working on new jewelry for my business Young Beautiful Fly  , in addition to putting up the baby’s bassinet and bed. The bassinet and bed is all I have left to finish up the nursery so I think I did pretty good with making sure that I was prepared for my baby girls arrival. I often sit in the room and look at all her stuff and go through the closet and look at her clothes and smell them just thinking about how much my life is going to change in an amazing way! As you can tell I am already, absolutely obsessed with my baby and she hasn’t even made it here yet. I have so many plans on things that we will do during the summer and I am so looking forward to that.