Something To Think About

30 Day Challenge -Day 6

Day 6: The person you like and why you like them

Well, the person that I like is my boyfriend. We have been together for 8 months now and he is simply amazing. What I like the most about him is that he can be extremely caring and protective at times which is great! He is such a family oriented man and he makes me feel special and loved. He loves playing video games with me! He has a good sense of humor and we have fun together. He is really sweet and kind and sort of like a complete opposite of me in some ways. I am very outgoing, friendly and spontaneous and he is very quiet, stays to himself, and is a homebody. One thing I like about him being a little to himself and a homebody is that I don’t really have to worry too much about other females. Which is a plus for me, because I have dealt with a ton of infidelity in my past relationships. He is my dream man and I know that we will grow old together and raise a beautiful family one day!

Relationships

Relationships are a funny thing. One minute you’re madly in love and the next you can’t stand the sight of that person. But you love them so much that you need them. It hurts when there comes a time when you need that person so badly but they are not there for you. In relationships, the other person is supposed to be there for you during your good times and your bad times. It hurts even more when they are not sorry and do not have a valid explanation for why they were not around when you needed them. 

Broken Hearted Girl

Love…

What has love ever done for me?

Lie to me

Abuse me

Mistreat me

Misuse me

Every time I think love is on my side

It laughs in my face with all its pride

This Life

Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past
Stop planning the future
Stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel
Stop deciding with our mind what we want our heart to feel
Sometimes we just have to go with whatever happens, happens
Because this life is beautiful
And should be lived to the fullest

Just Live

I know that most of us are guilty of constantly analyzing the past and planning the future. I know that I am guilty of this. I was so sure of how my life would end up. I literally had a 10 year plan coming out of high school. It was not until I was 2 years out of high school that I realized life just does not work like that and it crushed me. Still, til this day I constantly think about my past and how I could have done things differently to put me in a different but better place in my life. Although, I know that it will not change the course of events that have happened nor can I go back in time and do it all over. I am also guilty, as I know most of us are, of running away from what I truly feel in my heart out of fear of getting hurt. Yet, I know it is inevitable despite how much I try to convince myself otherwise. One of my many character flaws is that I tend to overthink some things instead of just opening myself up to the many possibilities of love. I tend to withdraw from people when I feel that they are getting to close to me and I realize that if I continue to do this love will definitely pass me by. I have always wanted to find true love and if Im not susceptible to it, it will never find me. So I have took a vow to just live life and let whatever happens, happens.

Just my thoughts right now!

Cries Of A Young Girl

In a dark cold room
She sits alone and confused
Tears flowing from her eyes cuz she doesn’t have a clue
What to do
Where does she go from here
What’s her next move
How does she get through all the hurt and abuse
That the only person she has puts her through
She has no friends
No one she can confide in
So she sits alone with tears flowing down her cheeks
Thinking to herself how can I live this life week after week
Before this could happen to her again
She decides to take her life cuz she is her only best friend

These are cries of a young girl..